Sindhu Ashok Kumar
Envestnet Trivandrum
Goodbye My Love
I had no idea what it was like to be in love...
Then from across the sands of time
You came, my prince with gallons of love!
Our days together were blissful thereafter
Every thought shared, every smile treasured
Every tear wiped and every secret each other's'.
But isn't life anything but predictable?
Everything went wrong in an eye's blink
And you left as quietly as you came,
Without even telling me what to do
Without the world that was you!
Trust me, its hurts less to get killed
Than live this way...
You are really gone, aren't you?
As I rot in my own hell, I ask why?
As I choke on my own tears,
As I die a little every day,
I realize it was all a lie.
Yes, now I know that,
You didn’t even look back once.
I know I should hate you
For what you have done
For everything you took away.
For the heart you broke,
The soul you crushed,
The dreams you tainted,
The corpse you left.
But alas, I don't.
I still love you,
It is still your scent that I breathe,
Your face that I search in every crowd
Your eyes in which I hide every time
When I am scared to look ahead.
It hurts so much that I still love you
As you don't deserve it anymore.
Here, I am letting you go
Like you wanted...
I am forgiving you
Like you begged for...
Remember, I will never forget though...
Some day you will know what you lost...
Don't you dare, dare haunt me then...
As there is no going back now...
This is it - goodbye my love!!