A Feeling that made Feel better – Kavitha Menon

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Author     : Kavitha Menon
Company : Exenta Software
Email        : kavithasmenon@yahoo.com

                                                                         A Feeling that made Feel better

The functioning power of her brain made her feel calm, relax her personal control, and strengthen her healthy neural pathways.  Her nerves made her feel the love and care from the person she adored the most in her life.  A blend of feelings speeded in her unconscious mind, drop of tears rolling down her cheeks. . .

“I still have the feelings for him, but I don’t love him anymore”

“I feel so good to be together”

“I can’t bare the pain anymore, I have to get away from him”

“Our marriage is over now – I don’t feel the same about him as I felt before”

Her emotion made her measure her life. When she was happy she felt it’s the healthy place to be but when she felt unhappy she thought to get rid of the situation and change things. She made her feelings take over from any values she had.

“I feel I shouldn’t do that. I know he won’t cry”

“I shouldn’t feel this. I should make it go away.”

Her feelings were simply the way she responded to what is happening to her and around her. A sign of what is going on inside her, touching her mind and heart. She can’t control or make her feelings really go away. She tried to make her feel happy but was not so easy in this miserable state of mind and body.

“I love that feeling of being in love, the effect of it when I wake up in the morning.”

“Loneliness is hurting me more than before.”

“He was my true friend, who cared me like a father, whose shoulder made me reach the highest level of comfortable feel at times when I am totally collapsed, his hands a shield of protection from all obstacles of my life. . . “

Whatever may happen her feelings at this moment is fine with her. That is what real love amounts to – letting a person be what he/she really is.

“Until we have a kid of our own, we will never know the joy, the love beyond feeling that vibrates in our heart as we looks upon our kid.”

She stood in the tenth floor balcony of her apartment.

“I love the feeling of the fresh air on my face and the wind blowing through my hair. I feel him, I see him, I need him. . .”

With missed feelings flashing her mind she had a sip of her green tea.

“He too will be missing that wonderful feeling of love, care, and trust in our relation. I know him more than any. . .”

Caring about others and leaving an impact on people, brings happiness. In our existence as human, there is no feeling of being alive without the sense of feelings.

She felt the feel of happiness when her heart beat each second with his thoughts. Does she really want to end up their nuptial life? Her mind became quiet giving more space for positive options.  She dedicated some time to meditation thereby creating a meaningful expression of caring for herself that can help her move through the mire of feeling, which she desires to recover.

“I am looking forward to the future, and feel grateful for the past and feel blessed for the present as God gifted me the true love of my life. I should never let it go.”

Her attachment to him is her biggest strength and her biggest weakness too. Though it gives her the power to love him more than herself, it becomes difficult to live when she lose him with whom she is so attached to. Even when she have lost, she go beyond that and get truly attached to him as loving someone truly is the most beautiful feeling of one’s life. A feeling that made her feel better. . .

“I know him, he is waiting for me with his door always open for me, and I know how he is feeling now without me in his life. How can I ever leave him alone? We are made for eachother and we live for eachother.”

“Yes, this fall of feel in me once again gives me an insight to the new beginnings of soft greens, longer light, and the sweet air of spring to our life. “

“I am coming, I am coming near you, to share the feeling that made us always feel better… I feel feelings are meant to be felt“

She had the good feeling of her life, the feel which touched her heart, rejuvenated her soul. Her feelings helped her to learn about herself.

One can feel the ambience of feelings only when one another differences are appreciated, mistakes are tolerated, communication is open, and at that time we feel a kind of heaven which is found in a nurturing family.

Feelings always counts. . .

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